Y'know, I really struggle with time.
Like, im late everywhere, and I cant judge how long things will take and at work I always wait till the last second of the deadline to do anything.
I think that maybe I just live in the now. This second, now.
I find it hard to look in to the future, and really see it as something real that is actually gonna happen, I think it means that im not great about thinking about the consequences of stuff I do.
I often say 'oh, Ill do it tomorrow' but I dont ever see tomorrow as something thats gonna ever come...
Me and JW talked about dates and stuff the other night...
and we started thinking that maybe we should leave more like March than December.
I was thinking, well whats 3 more months? Will it really be that hard?
To be honest I sometimes feel like I cant imagine it ever happening, that Ill just spend the next few years talking about it and pushing the dates back forever.
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