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Its been another hard old week.

With my sister coming back, it really dredged up all that desire to go travelling,
hearing her and her boyfriend talk about the amazing places, people and things they have seen made me go green with envy (not a good colour on me as Ive said before)

Me and JW had a number of big arguments after,
mainly about the frustration of being in my parents house, without our own space and privacy and hating work and want to just leave and go travelling

Its so difficult... because we made the decision to go to my parents so that we could even begin to think about having enough money travelling,
But it feels like we've been here forever,

And as cool as my parents are, JW still feels he cant completely relax (which I understand, but sometimes it frustrates and upsets me that he doesn't feel comfortable around my family)

Anyway we made up :)
And we agreed that we have to stick it out, and we had another good chat about the future.